Hey Po, I know where you are coming from, back in 1990 my wife of twenty years left me, I then a year later had a massive heart attack,at 43, six months later another one,lost my business, a year later open heart surgery, then I found love again, we got married 11 years ago this month, six months into our marriage, threat of bowel cancer, I had my lower bowel removed, with other bits and pieces, like you, I had a good woman at my side, we have been through a hell of a lot since then with my heart problems, but, mate, I always think there are other worse than I, some don't survive the first heart attack, or the cancer thing, so best to you and yours for 2006. Jim