Jaget, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
...try to eat as healthy as you can...vent often...keeping it bottled up only adds to the stress which loweres your ammune system even further.
My brother in law - hodgskins - has been in remission 25 years and counting....My mom...skin cancer...and clear for 30 years.....my eldest daughter...skin cancer at 14, and a big scare five years ago...they were talking double masectomy(she was 27 at the time).Six months of painful testing and constant x-rays... and things turned around...the cells stopped changing. We count our blessings every day.