Iam keeping it up...thank u so much for your interest and advice....I am lucky in a way you know....My husband had a brain stroke during his sleep....he could not speak and move his right arm anymore,but he understood everything quite clear.....
after a week he had another one and he lost his senses ,he fell into coma from which he never recovered...at the hospital,we found out it was cancer ,lung cancer and fortunately he never found out what his disease was...he never realized what it was...he passed away after 14 days in hospital...no chemo, no nothing...it was so sudden...but i think it was the best for him...he was such a proud man, he would never wanted other people to pity him....
thank you so much again.....i try hard to get along but the truth is my dreams are haunted by him....
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