Hi Guys,

I am back after a long long time (its been ages, ain't it?).

Anyways, how are u guys doin?

Hope (fat chance) that u would've missed me...

here's somethin that I wrote in these 3 months (has it really been that long??)

I dragged myself out of bed this morning,
Knowing that I face the prospect,
Of staring the face of this world in its most horrifying form,
Without you by my side;
My heart ached at the thought,
The pain, the agony reaching a crescendo,
When I realised that you are not really gone,
But that I can't reach for you, touch you, I cried;

I cried and I wept, wishing for darkness,
So that nobody could see my tears,
And know that I cry for you,
You, someone I never confessed my feelings to;
Yet, when I looked into the mirror this morning,
It was your face that stared back at me,
And now I see how the horror affects me,
I guess I am in love, I know not what to do;

But this is not love, my heart tells me,
Cause love is too small a word to describe the emptiness
I feel inside when you aren't near,
I long to be in your company;
And see you, just this once,
Knowing that it will be the last,
I'd live all my life in that single moment,
Capturing the essence of that fleeting glimpse for all eternity,

A single divine moment of ecstasy, when I look at your glorious face,
Absorbing the radiance and beauty and making it a part of my memories,
Forever, cause forever would be then and there
As Time itself would stand still;
For from that time, there would be no past, no future,
Just that moment till I die,
I'd live in it forever,
Hoping that there will

Be another day, another time, another moment,
When I look at your angelic face,
And feel it spreading warmth,
All over my cold, dead soul once more;
And your hands trace the imprint that you've left on my heart,
Rescuing it from this dark pit its fallen into,
Making new memories,
And Time moves along for me too, as before...


And hey guys, what happened to my walls, none of them (well almost none) show up as previews, downloads, etc??? Is it something that I have to take up with the admins??