I think you do excellent work Journeyman Grayhaze.
I can also understand that which you are saying, although I find it difficult to agree.
Though I have yet to create a skin, I am also in the same "boat" as yourself.
I farm for a living.
I can honestly say since 1989, I have yet to make a profit.
Crop prices continually go down as everything else goes up, including groceries for my own table.
Yet, I continue farming to put food on others table without thanks, or donations.
Why do I do this?
Because I believe that somewhere along the line there is a reward to be received, and since I have the where-with-all (talent) to continue doing what I do best, I must.
For me to stop farming, would be to deny those who need, and without knowing me, do appreciate my efforts and hard work.
I am simply a small cog in a huge machine doing my part the best I can and somehow "earning" my living.
Somewhere, I know someone is watching, and when the day comes that I can no longer do my part for whatever reason, I know they will be there to help me regain what had been denied me all along.
To just up and quit and deny sharing with those who count on me whether for life or profit, would ensure my own speedy demise and everything I worked hard for, and in the end, my very life would amount to nothing.
Such are the ways of Life which are larger than we know.