??? SweetDreams??? I did not know that was you Angela hehe!
it's not that I'm all that much of an airhead just that I'm side tracked alot so I miss alot of post in between coming back here (plus these blasted paged threads mess me up and I miss stuff somehow if I don't pay attention and log in, and I don't always read more than a post or two above me when "I" post so I must sound like a nut) but my thing is time related at times... hehe
anyways, you seem to be a big part of this site I don't know what the prob "was or is" w/ your emotions and I never judge anyones soul cuz only God knows what each person has going on inside from past/present or whatever that makes them be "them"
butttt wanted to tell "you" that you are a big part of this site here, and you need to be "you" takes time for ppl to get to know "you" but changing names does not help cuz you will
eventually still come out no matter what you call yourself and the sooner you let ppl know "you" the faster they will
back off or give up trying to change you (another words "Never" let anyone make you think you need to change who "you" are)