Listen guys,
Cheer up k?
I’m back. Sigh But, the reason I’m backing away because the stress of being “shmoopy” was just too heartbreaking for me especially after getting an email from one of the admins I loved and respected a few weeks ago that basically stated I ‘hijack threads’ and that people had emailed her complaining about my activity on the board even though I felt that I was barely posting at all as it was and the little I posted was positive at least in my heart. But ‘shmoopy chat’ is not allowed on the boards. My bad.
I love Stardock…I love so many people here…I contribute my artistry out of love and loyalty to this site and to the people whom inhabit this place as regulars.
Oh I had a good cry, don’t get me wrong. But I never felt I’d hijacked any threads…the last thread I really posted on regularly was the ChatroomMarathon thread by sweet Elfkura herself and if I can’t freely speak there on a place that touts itself as a “chatroom marathon” then I suppose I’m pretty much doomed to not speak any place on this board without being deemed a “HIJACKER” of sorts.
But this isn’t some “Drama”…I WISH! No, this is me…fighting for my life…and I just don’t have time to be hurt by anyone else who wants to hate me for the fact that people might actually ‘like’ me. The folks who thought I was so ‘awful’ know who they are…and I won’t name names. I don’t care. I want to make it to my 37th birthday in one piece.
Elfy was right, I’m a ‘softshell’ and no matter how hard I try I’ll NEVER be a hard one…nor do I WANT TO BE. Having depth, having soul, having an ability to reach other souls should be celebrated here…NOT abhorred.
So, smile and remember that you are part of the good that makes this world go round…
((((BIG HUGS)))
-AngEla
P.S. No comments on my works EVER had ANYTHING to do with this. All I EVER had were kind and polite remarks from the kindest of folks and the funnh ones gave me giggles.
Nuff said? Yes, Nuff said. Carry on troops, and love your fellow man/woman/child....give credence to those whom ask of your heart for an answer you have the ability to give from your soul. Be happy...be alive...be whole.
