Yes I do understand. I was born and spent most of my youth in North Africa (Algeria, Libya, Morrocco to be precise). My parents were volenteers for the red cross and I can remember having to share a small can of sardines for dinner with them and my two sisters. I also remember begging in the street for money to buy bread for my family at the age of five. School was only a dream for someone like me. We (my sisters and I) learned to read an write with the help of our parents and did not attend school. We eventually immigrated to the US in 1971 where my father worked as a nurse during the day and a janitor at night for a pitance.
To make a long story short - After years of diligent work (doing everything from hauling honey buckets in Alaska - buckets of shit in places where there was no running water - for those of you not familiar with the term) to selling plasma to for food money, I taught myself enough about computers to make it 'rich'. So you see, my friend, I do 'understand' where you are comming from. My point is that noone ever 'gave' me anything and I never expected the 'rich' folks to pay my way.
Since you are able to use Object desktop (shareware or not) then I would assume (maybe incorrectly) that you are using your own computer (using it on a 'shared' computer would be a no-no, I think). If that's the case then I think of at least 20 ways to make extra money on the side (tutoring, transcribing, etc...), that would eventually pay for the OD subscription.
When I saw your name I did indeed realize that you might reside in a country where financial gain might be more difficult. I did not assume anything about you (as you and moshi did about me).
Finally, it was not my intention to belittle anyone or to be confrontational. I get irritated when people want something for nothing. There is a rather large amount of 'stuff' that you can download from Wincustomize without paying anything - and the wincustomize browser is not necessary for any of it (believe me, you still get the equivalent 'time-out' messages with the browser). If you've got enough time to download skins and apply them (and from the sound of it - make your own) then I would think that you had time to spend making a little extra money on the side.
I appologize if I offended you, but that's the way the ball bounces.