List of things to do first
Stay up late and get up late
Make my own meals how I like them
Watch TV shows I like
Go visit friends
Invite them here for dinner
Keep the sound up on my computer
Let the computer check my mail
Take a shower with the door open to let the steam out... I have lousey ventilation, and go to my closet to dress!
Think normal thoughts and not have to listen to how 'crappy the world is and people are' and not hear that they are out to get me.
Not hear confabluation anymore, but real life.
Leave TV off to hear birds, and people....
Clean house and live in it clean.....
....and not live afraid or tense every minute
(maybe I will start thinking again and not feel so dumb)
Read books, in the day time, and the nighttime!
...and much, much more
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and be me.
