I swear I don't remember how all this subscription for this piece of software or that works anymore. Apparantly mine has run out and I can't get updates anymore, Is that how it works? If so that is all well and good.... but.... I loaded up Impluse just to see what was what as I haven't in a while and see that there is an update for IP and it says it is free so I download it and now it says it is a trial version (what is this about?) and this annoying pop up opens each time I open and close the program. What it going on? WORSE is that it took all of my icons away! I don't mean the ones I setup with IP. I literally mean all of them...
This is what all of my apps look like now.

Grrrr, I hate this. Tell me there is a way to get these damn things back!
I wasn't using a trial version before why am I now? I had a purchased copy of IP I updated it (as it said it was FREE) and now I have this.
What is the deal?
Oh, and am I right in that the way it works is you can't get updates anymore once this subscription thing runs out?