I had many personal reasons for taking time off Sydney, that you know nothing about. I have sent you a private pm, maybe you should read it.
I am aware of your personal/health issues......you have discussed them in your posts many times.....and I am not insensitive to them.....and they, and your time off to deal with them....were not the prompts for my comments.....
My post was about your issue of requiring constant attention....about your repeated references since the ‘unfair to females’ post about becoming Master.....it‘s fine to have goals....I’m sure many people here do....I don’t know who they are....’cause they don’t keep on going on about it....just one day.....like Javier the other day.....a post will pop up announcing a member who has worked bloody hard, produced constant amazing work.....and they are blown away by being chosen.....
This constant dance for attention in your quest is overkill and....for as many people here who have been lovely in welcoming you back....there are no doubt..others, who are over it.....and I don’t think it does you any favours not to be honest. I also have considerable experience of people with bi-polar....from relatives, close friends and acquaintances....it’s naturally taken into account, but I don’t insult them by treating them differently and not being honest with them.
I’m sorry if you see this as an attack.....it’s merely offering advice, as I see it.....way overdue.....maybe, if you think about it, you can glean something from it.
Best of luck with your skinning.....