my girlfriend has been experiencing some severe pain in her side, and decided to go see her doctor. an x-ray was run, and it was discovered that she had an ovarian cyst, and that it was going to need to be removed. (she's only 19, so that's apparently rare) according to the doctor, it is apparent that she will need a full hysterectomy to solve the problem, and that she will never get to have kids of her own. needless to say, she was devastated.

well, we were talking, and she asked me if i would ever leave her because she couldn't have kids, and i simply pulled a ring out of my pocket and said, "Does this answer your question?"
yea, i know. horribly cheesey, but darn it, it seemed like the right time. so now im engaged. i was planning to ask her around christmas time, since it's her favorite holiday,but outside forces made me do it early. we havent made any arrangements yet for the wedding because of the surgery, but when it's done, and she's recovered, we'll work it out.

so on one hand, my girlf...fiance is in the hospital, on the other hand, she's my fiance!
i dont know whether to be upset or happy. so i guess im hapset.

had to share with you guys, im basically shouting from the rooftops on all my fave sites.